Drama..drama..drama.

Okay, so it has been quite awhile since I last blogged. Alot has happened, and alot hasn't happened.

School started, had a chinese roommate, moved out, moved in with 3 girls.

All was good and fine, until I moved in with these three girls. One is pregnant, one has HPV, and the other is a goody two shoes who does nothing wrong ( and no I am not talking about myself ). There are so many double standards in this house, I do everything wrong, but when someone else does something I have to keep my mouth shut and not say a damn word. I don't get it. Writing this makes me feel worthless, makes me feel like I'm going to cry. Which is something that will probably happen.

I feel like a failure, I feel like I don't get the respect that I need, the respect I deserve. I just wish i could move, so that I didn't have to deal with this bullshit anymore. It's over, I'm done, I'm never living here again.




The end.

New stuffs.

This last weekend, that being the weekend of the 2nd, my cousin got married. YAYY! Anyways, the ride down there was interesting. My cousin Mark drove, who is somethin like 23.. my grandma was there too, my cousin Jordan who is 16, and Ethan and Alexia who are 7 and 9 respectively. The children were okay until about 30 mins before we got there. And then all hell broke lose. Ethan was kicking and hitting Jordan and I with his shoe, we even had to pull over on the road and threaten to leave him by the side of the road until his parents drove by ( that made him shut up).

Not only were the kids squirrly, we couldn't figure out how to use the GPS. We then figured out we had to be in park to actually use it, lame, I know.

Okay, so when we got down there after a 3 hour drive, we checked into the hotel and got ready for the rehearsal and supper. The rehearsal was boring because I just had to sit there and do nothing, but then we had supper, which was pretty good. They had Famous Daves catered in... nothing fantastic, but everyone else seemed to enjoy it.

That night, my cousin Jordan and I took the escalade out for a little cruise. We cruised through the ghetto...trying to find walmart. We cruised over the Missouri river. My two worst fears, heights and bridges, all combined into one. I mean.. it wasn't THAT bad, but scary all the same. We finally found walmart.. we went in to find Jordan a bathing suit.. but I had to pee so he went to go find my Uncle Mike in the store, and they were done buying it and everything by the time I was done peeing. So we drove to McDonalds to grab some food, and then went back to the hotel. So then everyone was swimming and I didn't feel the need to swim, so I sat by the pool.

That same night, my computer would NOT work, I tried everything!. But I figured it out on Saturday morning while getting ready for the wedding. All I had to do was restore it to a few days before and it worked perfectly!!! Yay for that!!!

Saturday was the wedding.. finally. So I got up at 9:00 and took a shower and whatnot. Did my hair around 10. And then found out we were going to have a family picture at 12:15. So none of the family was there.. Tom and Kathy (my aunt and uncle) weren't there at all, my brother and his woman weren't there... and a whole bunch of other people weren't there. But regardless, we took the picture.. when only like 8 people in the family were there. So that pretty much was an epic FAIL!

The wedding itself was flawless, beautiful... A few tears managed to come out of my eyes, especially when they had a moment of silence for all of the family that had passed. RIP Grandpa. Whenever he's mentioned, I cry a little. But anyway, everything went fantastic and lovely.

The reception was cool too, I was the cute little guest book attendant. Which was pretty fun, got to see everybody and say hello. They had this awesome nacho cheese fountain ( you know like the chocolate fountains but with cheese) and chips. An awesome little nacho bar that was. And for supper they served ceaser salads, steak, potatoes, carrots, bread... steak was DELISH. And I dont know what kind of cake they had, because I left to go change my clothes :)

And then on to the dance. I was gone for quite sometime, and I missed the first dance and whatnot, which I guess isn't that big of a deal. But when I did come back, I asked my cousin Shannon if she would pin my tanktop because it was way too big. So she did and she did a fantastic job :). And then the band started to play a really good song so we were all going to go dance, and we got to a road block, so we stopped and were gonna go around the people. My gramma out of the blue, starts backing up with her scooter and turns my way... not knowing she had just ran over my foot, AND STOPPED RIGHT ON TOP OF IT. My jeans were stuck underneath it so I couldn't move...and when she did realize, she drove off of it and I walked away almost running to my room. When I got to my hotel room, I just fell onto the floor in tears and my foot was already swollen quite large. My mom came to my room and brought me ice and stuff and I just laid on my bed for most of the dance. Then I took my bag of ice and walked down to the dance, and sat there. My mom brought me a strawberry daquiri to help numb me.. but it didn't work, and it was way too strong for me anyway. The only dance I actually got up to do was the dollar dance, because I wanted to dance with Andy (my cousin that got married) and so I got up for that. Soon after I left to go to bed, and was asleep by 11:30.

Sunday, I woke up at 9, breakfast was at 10, checkout at 11. I got up, washed my face, packed my bags, took them to my parents car, and then went down for breakfast. I sat with my parents, matt and pam, and my aunt and uncle. My aunt Barb goes " well to get run over with the scooter is bad enough but not to mention having grandmas weight on there too" We laughed... alot.

And after breakfast, I find out that we had to take ethan and alexia back home with us...I haven't the slightest clue why though. So we leave at about 12:30 pm, and get back on the road to home. I had to drive, regardless of how my foot felt. We had to stop once for grandma to use the bathroom, and ethan was driving me nuts while we were parked at the gas station. He thought he needed to get out of the escalade to go run around, and I wouldn't have none of that. He was NOT a happy camper. So we threw in Milo and Otis for them to watch, and they promptly became quiet. So we get home, and we order pizza and eat and stuff, and I fell asleep on grandma's chair, and so then I went home and fell asleep around 10:00 last night...

And now here I am at 12:50 am writing a blog, when I should continue resting up, even though i took a 4 hour nap this afternoon.

That is all for now,
Goodbye my lovelies!!!

-becca.

New-ish.

I just joined blogger, I have not yet made the decision whether I like it moreso than wordpress. If anybody knows how to change the background to something better, I guess what I am implying, is that if someone knows some html junk, you should tell me. I would greatly appreciate it.

Well thats all, going to bed, Good night my lovelies.

--Becca